it is only the beginning

after 4 months of gaining weight, finally the time for me to start studying has come. since i couldn't further my studies abroad this year, MARA has put me under a twinning program at bmi. so without questioning MARA decision, i decided to enrolled myself in this program. however my life here is a lot tougher than i anticipated. it is not the course that make it tougher, although i'm taking electronic and electrical course, but the people who is taking the same course as me that make it look a little bit tougher.

i have 12 coursemates. 4 of them have already obtained the diploma of electrical engineering and 5 of them are from the foundation program of technological electronic from mara college kulim. if you look at it you will see that only the three of us still do not have the basic of electrical engineering compared to the others. me and 2 two of my friends from mara college seremban. we realised that there are a lot of work need to be done for us to catch up with the studies. we need to master the basic first in order for us to perform here. since library is our second home now, i guess it will only be a matter of time.

i think from now on it will be hard for me to keep on updating since it is difficult for me to get connected with the internet there as the connection is limited. but i will try my best to keep you posted.

rintihan

cik ti tidak dijumpai.

bau masih kuat.

aku tensen.

terasa mahu keluar.

tapi tiada siapa mahu teman.

orang yang mahu teman tidak boleh keluar rumah.

huhu.

satu persoalan

apakah perasaan anda jika cik ti hilang meninggalkan bau?
ya saban hari panggilan cik ti kami endahkan dan pada suatu hari panggilannya terhenti.
kami berasa curiga dan bertindak untuk membuka pintu dan masya allah, tuhan saja yang tahu baunya.
kami memanggil cik ti tapi dia tidak menyahut. cik ti hilang secara tiba-tiba dan meninggalkan satu bau yang busuk di situ.

adakah bau kentutnya? tidak. ini bukannya bau kentut kerana bau kentut tidak sekuat ini.
jadi apakah ia? nampaknya ini merupakan satu persoalan yang sukar untuk dijawab.

akan tetapi kami masih mencari kelibat cik ti. jika ada sesiapa terlihat cik ti sila maklumkan kepada kami kerana kami betul mahu menghilangkan bau yang kurang enak itu.

alfatihah

izmel, one of my good friends from MCKK has lost his dearest father yesterday due to sinus cancer. dino was kindly enough to bring this news up in his entry . i tried to called him for confirmation ( sebab tak nak jadi cam kes shafiq salam ) but he keeps rejecting my phone calls. so i tried calling gon instead.

" hello gon, ko tgh wtpe?"

" aku tgh keje ni, nape? "

" wei aku dgr bpk jemel meninggal, tul ke?"

" aa, semalam. sbb cancer "

" die ok? aku try coll die tp die x agkt"

" die sibuk la tu nk settle2kn bende. wei npe sore ko laen?"

" oo..haha..sibok la ko ngan sore aku "

Izmel was one of my closest friends at koleq and we shared many wonderful memory together. be brave izmel. believe that God has plan for all of us and trust in Him. all you can do right now is pray that your father's soul may rest in peace. alfatihah.

nameless monster

once upon a time, there lived a nameless monster

the monster was dying to have a name

so he decided to set out on a journey to find his name

but the world was a large place

so the monster split into two on his journey

one went to east

and the other went to west

the monster who went east came to a village

he found a blacksmith and ask him to give his name

"Mr. Blacksmith, please give me your name."

" You can't give someone a name "

" If you give me your name, I'll jump into your stomach and make you strong in return."

" Really? You can make me stronger? Okay, you can have my name."

and the monster jumped into the blacksmith's stomach

the monster became Otto the blacksmith

Otto was the strongest man in town. but one day,

" Look at me, look at me, the monster inside me has grown this large."

the hungry monster ate Otto from the inside

he went back to being a monster without a name

he jumped into the stomach of Hans the shoemaker, but,

he went back to being a monster without a name

he jumped into the stomach of Thomas the hunter, but,

and once again he was a monster without a name

the monster went to the castle to look for a wonderful name

" If you give me your name, I'll make you strong."

" If you heal my sickness, I'll give you my name."

the monster jumped into the boy's stomach

the boy became very healthy

the king was delighted

"The prince is well. The prince is well."

the monster liked the boy's name

he liked living in the castle. so even when he was hungry, he stayed put

everyday he was hungry, but he stayed put

but one day he was just too hungry

" Look at me, look at me, the monster inside me has grown this large."

the boy ate the king and all the servants

one day the boy met the monster who went west

" I have a name. It's a wonderful name."

the monster who went west said,

" You don't need a name. You can be happy without a name."

"Because we are nameless monster."

the boy ate the monster who went west

at the end, even though he had finally found a name, there was no one around to call him by it

Johan was such a wonderful name too.